I Hate Blogging

I wish I didn't but I hate blogging. Blog = Diary. But how else am I to remember about my fucks?

Two weeks ago I went to Vegas Video. It was a Tuesday and I didn't have much time, so I just hit the arcade real quick. Not much going on for a Tuesday (gay day), but did find one decent cock to suck on. Fit my mouth pretty good. I wanted it in my ass, as I went to turn around, the guy walked away. But he went to a booth. Ok, I'll follow. As I got to the door he sat down and pulled his pants to the ground. I just started to suck on him to get him wet and then turned around and sat right down on his cock. Damn, felt good. Took a good hit of poppers and rode him hard. He didn't last long and blew a good load into me. Nice fuck.

I then returned to Vegas Video on a Sunday which is the busiest day, as it's gay day also. I hadn't been in about 4 months, so was just hoping it would be busy. No one at the counter, so couldn't buy a theater ticket. So hit the arcade. No one really there. Sad. So I went out and the clerk was there finally, and I got a theater ticket. Walk into the theater, and there were a few guys there (4). I went right to the back wall and pulled my cock out. No one seemed to noticed. WTF? Door buzzes and another guys walks in. He says hi to another guy sitting down, so pretty sure he is safe and pull my cock back out. He stands next to me and pulls his cock out. Damn, small, but doable I guess. I suck on him and pulls my shorts down. He goes to works on my ass with his fingers as his friend walks up. I reach out and rub his pants and he is packing a big cock. I try to get it out, but he isn't wanting to play just watch. Whatever. I continue sucking the small cock, wishing I could get that bigger cock. Well big cock guy walks behind me and starts to rub my ass, hmmm, maybe I will get luck. Nope, he says he will be back and walks out. I turn toward small dick guy and let him slide into me. Boring fuck. Nothing special. He fucks and blows his load and then goes to sit down. None of the other guys seem interested. I decide it's time to leave.

I had a few minutes this past Wednesday and hit Adult Superstore. Now this place could be fun, but it seems empty more than it is full. Sad, I've had some good fucks here. I leave after 10 minutes and go to Vegas Video. Damn the place is packed. I hit the arcade and there must be about 8 guys back there. Doesn't take long for guys to start rubbing on me and my cock is out as is theirs. I bend over ass exposed to suck some cock. But another pushy bottom is trying to suck me also. Dude, go away. Again another small cock to suck on, so bored with the small ones by now. We hear footsteps so we stop playing and put our cocks away. He stops by us and pulls his cock out. Ok, I'm game. And it was of a decent size. Thank you God. I go down on him and as the other guy plays with my ass. I turn toward the bigger cock and he just walks off? Again? Really. But like a few weeks before this guy goes to a booth too. I follow, but unlike the other guy, he just wants to be sucked off. Fuck, a cock this thick and big should be in my ass breeding me. But sucking is all I do, choking on it a few times before he blows a load in my mouth. Tasted nice. We get dressed and leave the booth.

I only stand there outside the booth for about a minute before another guy is near me with his cock out. Average size, fits my mouth nice. I suck on him, as he pushes my head down on his cock, fucking my face. Fuck, I need my ass filled. So I pull off and turn around. He didn't need anymore help, and he just shoved it right into me. Finally. I take a few good hits of the poppers and let him know to breed my ass. Fuck me good. That got him going and he just starts to pound away. Nice long hard strokes. Then he pulls off. What? Tells me there are too many guys around. So, I don't care, just breed me. He walks off. Damn him. As I pull my pants up I feel my ass and it's sticky. Fucker did breed me but didn't want me to know. Nice. My type of guy.

I stick around a lil longer and a guy in boots and tight Army shirt and jeans walks by. I follow him to the very back. He pulls my cock out and then his. Nice uncut cock. Big too! But the only problem? He can't get hard at all. So it was some sucking, jacking off and pulling on his balls. No fucking was going to happen with his semi-hard cock. Sad. He tells me he is close to cumming, and he acts like he wants to shoot on my face, no thank you. So I turn around and show him my ass and let him cum all over my ass and hole.

Fun times but it was time to go home.

Hope to have more fun later this week.

Bareback Fun

Had a few days off from work and decided to start them off with some fun at the adult stores in town. Wednesday was boring and waste of time at Vegas Video with nothing happening, so I didn't waste much time and headed back home.

I woke-up Thursday hoping things would be better and decided to hit Adult Superstore instead of Vegas Video. I got there about 11:45AM and the place was dead. I was the only one in the arcade area. It gave me time to look on the floor for some used condoms but like normal there were none to be found. The place was dirty. They hadn't cleaned for days. Napkins, Kleenex, and used lube packets all over the floor of the booths. I hung around for about another 10 minutes about ready to leave and head to Vegas Video. At that time I heard the front door open and someone walking into the arcade. An older Asian guy. Damn, most Asian's have smaller cocks, not what I'm looking for today. But I was hoping he was just the first of others, so I waited. He was just down the hall from me and just kept rubbing his pants. So I moved to the back to see if he would pull his cock out so I could see if he was a rare one and packing some size. I was right, as I got to the back he pulled his cock out. But I was wrong. He had a decent size cock and it had a PA!!!!! Fuck yes. And it was a nice size piece of jewelry too. I wasted no time in pulling my athletic shorts down and bending over to take his cock in my mouth. He tasted so damn good and the metal in my mouth felt good. I couldn't go too fast, as the metal kept hitting my teeth so that was the only bad part. He started to rub my ass, and I knew what that means, he wanted my hot hole. So I stood up and turned around for him and he started to line up to my hole and push it in. Damn, that jewelry was cold and yet felt great against my hole. He wasn't long but it was pretty thick and the PA felt great. I took a few hits of my poppers and let him go at my hole. He didn't last too long and let loose his big load right in my hole. Fuck yes. Been almost a month since I took a load. As he pulled out I turned around and took his cock in my mouth not only to clean it off for him but hoping to make him hard again. No such luck. He had such a great cock with his PA in it. As he walked off he said thanks. No thank you.

I decided to wait a little bit more to see if anyone else would show. And to my surprise a Hispanic guy came in just about 5 minutes after the Asian guy left. Nice. He walked all the way to back of the arcade. I waited a few and head back that way. He had his cock out already and it was long and thick. Fuck yes. Again I waste not time pulling my pants down and going to town on his cock. But he wasn't there for a blow job. He wanted an ass to fuck. He was rubbing and pulling at my ass from the beginning. Shit, I wasn't going to make him wait. His cock was too nice to not ride. I turned around and he just shoved it in. The other guys cum helped him slide in nice and easy. And he wasn't there to slow fuck either. He pushed me down, spread my legs and then went to town. I took out my poppers and took a few big hits and he asked for them too. Oh yea, you like poppers too? Nice. He took such a long hit and then handed them back to me and I took a few more hits. He went to town on my hole. I couldn't stay quite. It felt too damn good. I was hoping it wouldn't end too soon and he would flood me with his cum. I didn't get my wish, as started to pull out. I told him no, put it back in. But he was jacking it off to cum, I tried to grab his cock and put it back inside me. But he wouldn't let me and told me it was too dangerous. What? He is Poz? Nice. I love me some good Poz guys and seed. Still Neg here, but never say no to Poz love. But he wouldn't give me his seed. Damn. I was so damn hot that I jacked off onto the floor too. Fuck what a time.

We both went our ways into different booths to clean up. As I walked out of my booth he was walking out of the arcade. And another guy walked in to the arcade. Damn he was ok looking but I was spent. So I left, wondering what I left behind in the arcade. Can't wait until the next time.

Need Changes

So I meet up with a poz guy two weeks ago. Afterward I hated myself for meeting up with him. Not sure why. I've been fucked 3 times by a different poz guy. Always bareback. Always taking his load. I've let others breed me without asking their status. So who knows how many other poz loads I've taken.

But I went home and deleted every gay account I had. Manhunt, A4A, and others. One site I couldn't delete, so I just dropped my pictures off of the site. I got rid of all my yahoo email accounts also. So that part of my life was over. Or I hoped it was.

All was good for two weeks. No gays site. No going to adult stores for cock. Just normal life. But then the past few days I've been thinking about cock. I fucked myself in the shower. Shit, what was I going to do?

So I cleaned out my hole this morning. But never had time before obligations to make it to the store. But my meetings got out early. I had time. What do I do? I drive around and then head to Vegas Video. Just to buy new bottle of poppers right? Yes, I buy a new bottle. But then head back to the arcade area. Why? Even when walking back there I keep asking myself why? Stupid me.

I spent about 20 minutes there. I cruised a few guys. One finds me. He enters a booth and pulls his cock out. What should I do? Walk off? Or go suck him? Ya, I suck him. Not a long cock, but it's thick as can be. We trade BJ's. I then ask if he fucks. He says no. Then asks me if I do. Yes I say. He turns me around and pushes it in. Fuck it hurts. He's thick. I hit the new bottle of poppers. Oh that does the trick. He fucks me for only a few minutes and cums inside me.

Shit, I'm back at it. Why?

Old Poz Guy

Two weeks ago I finally meet up with a guy that I have been talking to online for about year. He is in his upper 60's and Poz. His cock looked great and he was into ball stretching and had a few piercings, could be fun. I'm a neg bottom. Not sure why I wanted to meet up with him. He said he was undetectable but guessing that's a lie with his age, not sure. I doubted if I should go to his house (I've only been to two different guys homes before this) and let him fuck me. The whole drive over I thought about turning around. But I made it there. Shit, he was doing yard work and see's my car and everything. I get out of my car and start to walk to his yard as he watches me and as a few kids walk by on the sidewalk. He walks to the back gate and I just follow him. We go to his side yard, a place outside yet no one could see due to the fences and the next house being vacant. I just pull my pants off, not wanting any small talk. He followed my lead and we get to business. I go on my knees and worship his cock. It grows but never really gets hard. Damn older guys. Viagra anyone? Please! I do my best to make him hard, and he enjoys ramming it down my throat and making me gag. The metal in his cock, he had frenum piercing kept hitting my teeth. He finally pulls out, get's an old lounge lawn chair and bends me over. Asks one time if I wanted him to rubber up; No thanks, bare please. He fucks me, I take hits of the poppers I brought. It's an ok fuck. Nothing to write home about. Not what I had expected, since he isn't really that hard. He fucks me for about 10 minutes and then flips me over. I'm thinking he wants my legs up to fuck me, but no, he wants to gag me more with his cock. I almost throw up. Not what I like. We 69 some and this forces me over the edge and makes me cum. I'm done. I tell him so, and he is a lil mad. Sorry, once I cum, I'm done. I get dressed and leave. He never did cum.

Haven't updated for a few weeks. Been hit and miss with the fun.

Let's see three weeks ago I went to Vegas Video and only could find guys who wanted to be sucked off, and got one load down my throat. One guy fucked me but with a condom. Could have had more fun, but they had left the lights on in the arcade area after the cleaning guy left. So most guys were not doing much since it was bright as day.

Two weeks ago, back at Vegas Video on a Monday, I was able to find a few guys. The lights were on at first but then they turned them off. I found one guy to play with and suck on. He had an average cock, but uncut. Nice to suck on. But I wanted fucked, and I thought I was going to get that as he turned me around. But he had other plans. He wanted to eat my hole and eat he did. He sucked on it, chewed on it and shoved his tongue deep into my hole. I tried to get him to fuck me but he never did. When I looked back there were two other guys watching and had been rubbing my ass and cock. I finished sucking the uncut guy, nice big load. Him and I got fixed up and walk away. The other two guys followed me for sometime in the arcade but then left me alone. Another guy comes back and had a nice cock. I was sucking him as a younger guy walked up with his big cock out. He starts to finger my hole and knew he wanted my ass. I, being a good bottom slut, turn my hole to him. He shoves it in and fucks me deep and hard. Love it. He knows how to fuck. He was fucking so hard it was forcing me to gag on the cock I was sucking. Love this. He didn't last forever which is fine with me, not into long fucks when at a store. He tenses up and shoots his load in my hole deep. He just zips up and walks off. I turn around for the guy I was sucking, but he wasn't willing to fuck. Shit, I wanted his long cock. Well I was too horned up and just shot my load right there and left.

Today I went to Vegas Video and it wasn't too busy in the arcade area. Was able to find one uncut cock to suck on as another guy jacked off watching me. It was a big load for my mouth, but nothing for my ass. I then made my way to Adult Superstore and it was packed. Too many guys for such a small arcade area with no real good hiding areas to play. I waited for about 10 minutes but people just kept coming back. Saw one blonde guy who always wants me to suck and bit his nipples. No thanks. He has a nice cock, but won't fuck. Also saw a good fuck buddy there, but with so many guys walking around, we could never get together. Damn.

So not too bad. Will try to hit Vegas this week for a few loads.

I had some meetings to go to on Monday but after the first one, I decided to skip the second one and hit the adult stores. My ass was clean and I need some cock and cum.

I decided to go to the Adult Superstore. Two reasons why, it's usually good on Monday's and I was hoping to run into the hot female and her boyfriend.

I was only there for a few minutes when a prior fuck walks by. I follow him to the back and he already has his cock out and is hard. Nice and thick and pretty long. He's a quick fuck but it feels good. I suck him, he sucks me. He then just turns me around and shoves it in. It goes in easy as my ass is wet already. He fucks me hard and I take a few hits of poppers to really get into it. As I said, he's quick and soon enough he is asking me if I want his cum in me. Damn right I do. He moans and shoots right inside me. I do the good bottom job and clean his cock off with my mouth.

Afterwards he leaves and I hang for sometime but nothing else happens. I decide to leave and hit Vegas Video. It's always good it seems. And this time was too bad. I trade sucks with one guy as another watches. I never could get either to fuck me. The one I was sucking asked for a rubber, ya I don't keep those on me. Says he's too scared to fuck bare. Pussy. I let him suck me and ram my cock down his throat. Ya, you won't fuck me? I'll fuck your throat. I pull his head right to my pubes and shoot my load down his throat. He gags. I thought he was going to vomit. Nice cocksucker. Ya won't fuck bare, but will take a load down his throat.

I leave, that was enough for me.

Should Of, Could Of, Stupid Me

So yesterday had some free time and got all cleaned up and headed to the adult stores in town. It's Tuesday, so it was Gay day at Vegas Video. Should be a good time. Got there, only 3 cars. It's noon, it should be busy. Strange. Bought some new poppers and a theater tickets. Went into the theater, and sure enough, no one else there. Damn. Stay for a some time and jack off. I came for cock, not to jack off. I leave the theater and hit the arcade. See one guy near the front as I make my way to the back area. I stay back there and hear his footsteps. He looks older, but it's dark so who knows. We play cat and mouse, making sure each other are not an undercover cop. He makes the first move and shows his cock some. I pull mine out and he's right on me. His hands are all over me. I reach for his and feel something strange. Is that metal? Does he have a PA? He pushes my hand away and pulls his cock and balls out. Yup he has a PA and his balls are in a 3" stretcher. Nice. I go right down on him. I'm only sucking for about a minute when he pulls me up and says he's a fast cummer. I don't want that, not with a guy with a PA. I've never been fucked by a PA before, I want to be fucked bad. He goes down on me for about 5 minutes before he comes up for air. I go back down on him but make it slow, so not to get him to cum. As I pull off, getting ready to turn around for him, he moans and starts to cum. What the fuck. I go back down and take the load in my mouth. Shit. He fixes him self and says thanks. No dude, I want you to fuck me. He says sorry, I'm soft and walks off.

Another guys comes back and I suck him, he sucks me. I try to get him to fuck me, but all he does is finger me. Damn. A guy who is there every day and is a pushy bottom comes back and makes his way into our fun. I'm done and out.

I go across town to another store and nothing really is happening there. I was hoping a guy and his g/f would show up, like before but no luck this time.

So 1 load in my mouth and nothing in my ass. Damn