Should Of, Could Of, Stupid Me

So yesterday had some free time and got all cleaned up and headed to the adult stores in town. It's Tuesday, so it was Gay day at Vegas Video. Should be a good time. Got there, only 3 cars. It's noon, it should be busy. Strange. Bought some new poppers and a theater tickets. Went into the theater, and sure enough, no one else there. Damn. Stay for a some time and jack off. I came for cock, not to jack off. I leave the theater and hit the arcade. See one guy near the front as I make my way to the back area. I stay back there and hear his footsteps. He looks older, but it's dark so who knows. We play cat and mouse, making sure each other are not an undercover cop. He makes the first move and shows his cock some. I pull mine out and he's right on me. His hands are all over me. I reach for his and feel something strange. Is that metal? Does he have a PA? He pushes my hand away and pulls his cock and balls out. Yup he has a PA and his balls are in a 3" stretcher. Nice. I go right down on him. I'm only sucking for about a minute when he pulls me up and says he's a fast cummer. I don't want that, not with a guy with a PA. I've never been fucked by a PA before, I want to be fucked bad. He goes down on me for about 5 minutes before he comes up for air. I go back down on him but make it slow, so not to get him to cum. As I pull off, getting ready to turn around for him, he moans and starts to cum. What the fuck. I go back down and take the load in my mouth. Shit. He fixes him self and says thanks. No dude, I want you to fuck me. He says sorry, I'm soft and walks off.

Another guys comes back and I suck him, he sucks me. I try to get him to fuck me, but all he does is finger me. Damn. A guy who is there every day and is a pushy bottom comes back and makes his way into our fun. I'm done and out.

I go across town to another store and nothing really is happening there. I was hoping a guy and his g/f would show up, like before but no luck this time.

So 1 load in my mouth and nothing in my ass. Damn

Quick Suck

Had a little time before I had a meeting, so I hit Vegas Video. It is Tuesday, which is gay day there, so hoping it would be a good day. I was all clean and ready for fun. Got there around 1130AM and only 3 cars there. Damn, slow for almost lunch time. I decide to only go into the arcade, as the theater would be empty and not worth the $7. As I walk into the arcade I can tell they had left the lights on from the cleaning crew. I hate this, as this places looks better in the dark. I walk past one young kid and go right to the back, where the only dark corner exists when the lights are on. Well someone must have complained as a minute later the lights go out. Nice. Still not much going on and I only have a limited time to play.

A guy walks by and hits a booth and starts a video. I give him a minute to get relaxed, and as I start to head his way, a shorter Hispanic guy rushes past me and right to the guy. Shit. He stole my cock. I hear them playing and the guy cumming. They leave the booth. Damn guy, I wanted that load. I wait a few minutes longer and the shorter Hispanic guy comes back near me. This time he stops and pulls out his cock. Nice. I reach out and he has a nice cock. I go right down on him and suck on his average cock with decent thickness. It slides right into my mouth and down my throat nicely. He wasn't going to last long and he didn't, as he shot a big load in my mouth, and I did as any good cocksucker does, swallowed it all down. He walked off and so did I.

Things Change

So I can still remember that night in bed when I was 16 (1994) and masturbating and decided to put a ballpoint pen up my ass. It felt so damn good. It would expand from there, my fingers, q-tips, hair brush, breaking into my step-moms room and stealing a sex toy. It would be 3 years (1997) later when I would find cruisingforsex.com and find out about meeting for sex. It would be 2 more years (1999) before another guy would touch my cock and give me my first blowjob through a gloryhole at a rest stop. I would eventually give my first blow job a few months later, and continued to hit this rest stop over the next 2 years. It seemed the more cock I would suck, the more I longed to get my ass fucked. Dildos and hair brushes just didn't do it for me anymore. But I could never find anyone at these rest stops or adult stores to fuck me. Or I just didn't know what to do to make it happen. I would suck cock or get sucked at adult stores in Topeka (gloryhole) and Kansas City at the Strand Theater. I would always make sure I had a clean ass, but never got fucked. I saw a few guys get fucked, and was jealous.

The one thing about these early years was my fear of HIV/AIDS. I always wanted to get fucked, but it always was going to be with a condom. Never in a 100 years would I bareback. I thought you would have to be crazy to do that. I remember being at the small Xcitement Video on East Harry in Wichita sucking cock when this Mexican guy showed up (2001?). He started to suck my cock and it felt great. Then he just turns around and tries to get me to fuck him bareback. What the fuck I thought. Is this guy crazy? Stupid? Bareback with HIV out there. Wow. Up to this point I had never been fucked or fucked a guy and wasn't going to fuck this guy bareback. I just left.

It would be a few more years of just sucking cock before I would get my ass popped. It was 2003 and I meet these two guys in an online chat room on AOL. And they agreed to fuck me. By this time I wanted to fucked so bad, that I wanted it to be bareback and filled with cum. Just like a girl. So we set-up a time on a Saturday night to meet. I show up at their double wide trailer in South Wichita. They answer the door naked. Ok guys, nothing to write home about. We go to their rooms and suck each other for awhile. Problem: One was small and hard. The other was hung, but not getting hard at all. Not what I had hoped for at all. I tell the smaller guy to fuck me. He spreads the Vaseline on my ass and fucks me. Nothing special, I was wondering if this was worth it. This went on for about 30 minutes until I grew tired of the lousy fucking and just blew my load so I could get out of there. They made up so many excuses why it was bad, but I never did meet up with them again.

I would go a few more months before I would finally get want I wanted. By this time I wanted to be barebacked only. I thought, it's Kansas, HIV is rare here. Chance of getting is slim. Crazy. It would be a Saturday when I would get cleaned up and hit Circle Cinema in Wichita. Been here before but never got the fucking I wanted. I paid my $7 for the theater and walked in. Dark as a cave, and couldn't see a thing but the screen. Had my hands out to avoid walking into a wall. Instead I walked into a group of guys and they didn't waste anytime pulling my pants down. Wow. What luck. They had their hands all over me. I had a guy sucking me and two others next to me. I went down on one of them, bending over at the waist. This left my ass exposed. And it didn't take more than a few seconds for a guy to cum up behind me, squirt some lube on my ass and take my ass for a ride. Wow, this is the fucking I had always wanted. I didn't hear him open a condom, and I reached back and sure enough, it was bare. Fuck I was hot and in heaven. So fucking horny I actually kissed the guy who was sucking me, and I had never kissed a guy before. It didn't take long and the guy fucking me just rammed into me hard and grunted. Fuck, I just got breed by a complete stranger. Not talk about being poz or neg or condom or bareback. Just walked up and fucked me. Loved it. The guy I was sucking blew in my mouth and everyone kind of walked off after that. I just stood their with my pants at my ankles, cum running down my legs. Guess it was hot, as another guy walked up and pulled me to a corner and bent me over and slipped into my ass. Fuck another cock in me. Love this even more. He fucked me, told me how much of a slut I was and how hot it was I took cum in my ass. He fucked me for a good 10 minutes and blew his load deep in me. Wow, two different loads in my ass in one day. My first real day of getting fucked. I stayed a little longer looking for cock to fuck but had no luck. Went home and pushed that cum out of my ass onto a plate and licked it up. It was bareback from here on out.

Now I did have my moments where I went to condoms, I think every bareback guy does. But I always ended back at bareback fucking. I came across HIV chasing in about 2006. Thought it was crazy. It would be in late 2008 into 2009 that I started talking to poz guys. Found one who was willing to meet and fuck me bareback. Never could get a time we could meet. Doubt it would ever happen. Then one night he was online and so was I and we agreed to meet at Circle Cinema. I showed up and he wasn't there. Thought he was going to be a no show. I was there so I was looking for cock anyway. Then he walked in. He knew who I was as I told what I would have on. It didn't take long for him to take control and force me to suck him as he fingered my ass. I just kept thinking how crazy this was and I should just pull my pants up and walk out, he would understand. Instead I took a hit of my poppers (something I found a few years earlier and made getting fucked even better). This made me relax and he sensed this and turned me around. He slowly entered me and started to fuck me. Shit, a poz guy is fucking me bareback. Wow. He would fuck me for a good 20 minutes. There were times I would think I couldn't do this anymore and start to pull off and try to walk off, but he would pull me back and fuck me some more. He cummed in my hole twice that night. Back to back cums. He never even stopped fucking me after he cummed the first time. Once he did stop fucking me I ran to the bathroom and pushed that cum right out of me and left. I couldn't believe what I had done. For days I was depressed and going crazy.

It's now 2011. Never have tested for HIV. Taken over 200 loads in my ass. Over 300 cocks in my ass. All these have been at adult stores in Wichita. During my cruising the stores since 1998'ish I have seen the following:

A prostitute once - felt her naked tits but then she left with another guy.
Played with one male/female couple where she sucked me off and sucked her tits.
Cocks so small I felt sorry for the guys.
A black cock so big I begged for the guy to fuck me but he wouldn't.
Cops only once and got lucky I was alone in the theater. Scary situation to be in.
One guy who asked me to finger him while I wore a medical glove. He was naked.
Seen a few guys get naked and walk around the theater/arcade areas.
A wheelchair guy. A guy with leg braces on that made so much noise everyone left the arcade.
Drunk guys.
Guys who need to buy the little blue pill.

So in my 15 years of gay sex (I'm Bi-sexual, as I love pussy too) I went from being a condom nazi to a bareback only to a Poz friendly bottom. Crazy.

Got fucked by the same guy at Vegas Video on Sunday, Jan 30th. Good fuck, he even ate my ass. But he didn't cum. Nothing else was happening that night. Slow, mostly guys just standing around.

Quick Fun

Had an hour to kill on Tuesday and hit Vegas Video as it was gay day. Paid for the theater and went in. Shit, only 1 guy. He didn't wasted time pulling his cock out and I went down on him. He didn't want to cum, so he sucked me and we went back and forth. I finally got him to blow his load down my throat. He left. I was alone for a few and another guy walks in. Younger, middle age guy. He pulls his cock out and as do I. His cock is average size, but a thick head. I was sucking him and he wasted no time to start playing with my ass. Yup, he wanted to fuck. He wasn't the best at fucking but it still felt good. He fucked me a good five minutes and then pulled out and cumed on the floor. Damn, I wanted the load in my hole. But it wasn't to be. I had to go, and left. Fun times.

2011

Going to make sure I post every time I get fucked this year on here so I have a good count.

Finally went out last Saturday the 15th. I thought I would hit a few stores I hadn't been to for a few months. I should have just went to the hottest place in town, Vegas Video.

I first went to Adult Super Store, as I had fun this summer there, but it was during the day. But hey, it's Saturday night, should be hot. Get there and the parking lot is full. Cool. Should have some hot cock. Walk in, and only see three people there, and I walk into the arcade area. NOT A DAMN PERSON THERE! What? How? There are 10 cars in the parking lot. I can hear a video playing in the preview area, so there is one person. 3 people in the lobby, so that's 4. Where are the other 6? Theater maybe? But not willing to pay $5 to find out there is no one there. I hang out for about 10 minutes and leave.

Time to hit Circle Cinema. Not too many cars in the parking lot, but that can still be ok. Less people, guys are more willing to get to business quicker. Pay for the theater ticket to the clerk who is a arcade token Nazi. Walk into the theater and see 1 guy sitting up front and 2 guys in back. Nothing. Two more guys walk in and still nothing going on. I pull my shorts down and show my bare ass. Nothing. Are these guys dead? One guys walks to upper area. I follow him up a few minutes later. I pull out my cock. Nothing. Screw this place and these guys. But I decide to see if the arcade area had any guys. I sneak in as the Nazi Clerk isn't at his desk. Nothing. Not a soul in the arcade. I hang for a few, but that was too long, as the clerk came in with a flashlight to make sure nothing was going on. Now I know why no action is happening. I say fuck it and leave.

Now I've been out for an hour or so. Do I go home or do I go to Vegas? Fuck, lets see if Vegas is good. Parking lot is packed. No surprise, it is Saturday. I walk in and there are few guys checking out videos and one M/F couple looking at toys. She was cute and I'd fuck her. I walking into the arcade area and start to walk back, and see two guys making out. Shit guys, you are right in the open, all I did was turn the corner. Get a booth or move to the back. I keep walking on, leaving them to their own. Shit, there are guys all over, every corner has one it seems. I just walk all the way to the back as I could feel their eyes on me. I am now in a corner and there are about 5 guys in the area around me. A younger guy walks up and just stares at me as I stroke my cock through my shorts. Ya, he didn't need much encouragement and came right over and touched my cock through my shorts. Fuck yes. I reach for his and he just starts to undo his pants and his cock pops out. I pull my pants down all the way, showing my cock and ass. I bend over and take his thick cock in my mouth. He wasn't long, but he was fucking thick. I am sucking him only a few seconds before his hand is all over my ass. Yup he wants to fuck. I just pull of his cock and turn around. As I do I look up to see 5 or 7 guys watching me. This guy spits on his hand and rubs it on his cock. He lines up and pushes it in. Fuck, it feels great. He knows how to fuck like a pro. He didn't take it slow, he pounded it all the way in. Fucking me hard and deep. Making sure it he got all his cock into me. His balls slapping against my balls. Shit, I wanted his cum bad. I take a few hits of poppers and hand them to him. Yup, that's all he and I needed. He started to fuck harder and this made me cum without even touching my cock. Shit, all over my shorts, but oh well. He starts to moan and blows his load into me also. Fucking nice. He pulls outs as I try to pull my pants up. We both just get dressed and walk away. Nothing said.

I look down and notice I have cum all over the front of my shorts. Shit. I try my best to clean up and pull my shorts up high and hope my long shirt covers the cum as I walk out. I should have just went here first, probably could have gotten up to 5 loads.

I'm Back

So it looks like I will be back to posting on here....spread the word. The stories will be great, or I think they will.